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When you can’t beat them, join them.

Posted in 'Proza', Personal with tags , on January 8, 2012 by D

 

Si atunci cand si visele te tradeaza..ce mai e de facut?? Unde sa fugi? Unde sa te ascunzi?…E atat de epuizant..de obositor..

Ai un sac de ofuri, si nu se mai termina..tot inghesuiesti, si uite asa e tot mai greu de carat..Cat mai dureaza? Ce trebuie ca sa fii linistit?Ce leac exista pentru asa situatii?

Pentru operatiile pe cord deschis la inima..Cand toate visele ti se naruie si nu mai ai nici o motivatie sa faci ceva..Cand ochii nu-ti mai clarifica vizorul spre viitor..cand mintea iti ordona si-si propune sa nu-ti mai dai inima..Cand sentimente si vise se ineaca..odata cu tine.Ce mai e de facut? Cand totul in jurul tau se petrece in ciclul lui “natural”, iar tu..simti ca te invarti aiurea intr-un cerc mizerabil, ce ti-a aratat numai parti nefericite..

Ce vis urat..ce vis urat!

Dar a-propos de vise…Ce-i de facut cand pana si somnul ti-e rapit de amintiri ce te arunca in prapastii ale viselor..?Vise in care ti se arata Printul acum devenit personaj negativ..

Off,si parca si regrete,regrete te cuprind in mrejele lor, si nu stii cum sa scapi.uite-asa vine cate un gand care te arunca intr-o mica mare confuzie.Confunzie din care nu poti iesi prea curand caci totul e  in ceata, iar drumul e in constructie si nesigur..

Te simti ca intr-un desert..Fara resurse..doar un corp ce se misca robotic,fara suflet sanatos, fara nimic intreg..De parc-ai fi pe pilot automat.Ei,uite-asa..Si cum visam..ca acum, o sa simt nisipul libertatii printre degete..o sa dansez simtind firicelele de nisip auriu urcandu-se pe pielea mea, iar soarele sa ma bata atat de tare, incat sa ma trezeasca ca din moarte. Uite-asa de tare..uite-asa de tare sa fiu galbenul ala insuportabil.Vreau sa ma hranesc cu el, sa-l beau, sa-l dorm..Vreau sa ma sarute soarele, marea..briza ce aluneca usor…Ohh,ce vise..Si doar atat ramane.

 

 

Dubstep echos.:):X

Posted in 'Proza' on April 10, 2011 by D

You’ll never..be mine.

Cause you belong to her.Well..not equally or so..:)

Your mouth said itself you’re using her for pleasure.My ascertain..: you’re a man.That’s what men do.Anyway..I don’t know ’bout your mind ,or your filthy soul.Cause it’s rotten.So,rotten!

Annd-You-Might-Want-Some-Answers..But!

My “but” is huge.You know what I’d do if you were  here?I’d tell you to do that miserable step you’re thinking of.Yeahh..

I’d better see you with someone else,than to see you dead.Or..who knows..Maybe..if we’d die together..>:).

Neaah..just kidding.

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however…You’re slipping through my fingers..And, you annoy me,cause you say this,then you say that.And,you are not stable.That’s freaking me out dude.!.

Anyways..When I heard them talking about your arrival..I didn’t feel anything.Why’s that? Maybe..I started to get used with your absence.That’s good.Anyway,I don’t want to lose such a good muse.So..I’ll keep you anyway.’Bet you’re dying just because my little feeling box is kicking you out of there.Hell yeah!

ha!

However..You know,.and you see she doesn’t feel the same way..too bad.you’re such a fool.But that’s it.It’s the kick in the butt you needed.See..If you overestimated yourself..Ok..I’m’onna go redo my make-up.

This smoke here is making my eyes red..Or,it might be from the tears that these noisy laughters cause..And these kisses have wiped my red lipstick..SO….I’ll let a small part of you,get out of my being…Just to suffer in this chaos.:)

Buh-bye!

Kamo jan {:D}

Posted in 'Proza' on April 4, 2011 by D

“Un teanc de scrisori e un suflet”-Hortensia P.B

Stii,acum imi dau seama ca, citatul asta ma reprezinta.Pentru ca,o sa ajung la un numar , incat o sa iti umplu duzine de cutii cu..nu tocmai scrisori.

Nici macar nu stiu daca o sa ti le dau vreodata..Sau daca o sa ti le arat,o sa le citesti?Desi,stiu ca tu numai te joci…Dar,de aceea tot ies din cercul asta vicios al tau.SI sa nu crezi ca mai intru!Stii….Nu am sa te las sa observi asta niciodata,dar..Uneori,ceva ma ispiteste sa ma impinge sa ma joc iar..Dar,ceva mai puternic totusi,ma opreste.Ma opreste sa tot fac scenarii,sa sa imi aduc aminte de tine,in ipostazele alea minunate,in care zambesti sau, tragi chistoace de tigara.Sa iti zic ceva?Esti un”epic failure”.Nici tu nu stii ce vrei.Dar eu stiu.Si,mi-am planificat totul.Fiecare pas,nu asa ca tine.gandesc..daca tu faci acel pas,care esti impins sa il faci..o sa ma chemi?O sa ma chemi sa vad?Daca nu o faci tu,o sa o faca vrajitoarea din Oz.Ha..ce crezi,ca nu stiu ca vrajitoarea asta nebuna,face pe nebuna?[:))].

Sa inchei aceasta ‘epistola’ cu urari…[:))].Deja ma iririta sa stiu,ca am indraznit chiar sa imi amintesc.[:))].Vreau sa te sterg.Dar totusi nu pot.Nu pot si gata!.Dar o sa incerc.Oooff…sunt curioasa sa vad cum te descurci.Pentru ca trebuie sa ma asculti,si apoi sa descurci atele!

P.S: Gogule, o sa traiesti vesnic,dar nu mai mult decat mine,ca odata cu plecarea mea,pleci si tu..Te iau cu mine![:P]

Ca sa vezi..

Posted in 'Proza', Common Interests, Personal on April 1, 2011 by D

Stiu  ca nu avem nici o legatura.Nici macar nu ne cunoastem.E o individa stearsa.Nu ca eu as fi mai vizibila,dar,in memoria mea,si-a facut un loc insignificant.

Ma gandeam..ce a vazut insul la insa?

Adica,incercam sa caut ceva frumos la ea.E draguta.Dar…Si nu stiu..parca ceva nu-mi convenea..Cautam ceva frumos,si fiindca nu am gasit ceva mai mult decat ‘draguta’,am cautat ceva urat la ea.Si am gasit..pe ici pe colo.Nu conteaza.Dar in principiu e draguta.Are dinti frumosi..Se imbraca bine…Ochi frumosi..Buze marisoare parca…[:D]..Si..cred ca e chistocara.Oricum,amandoi sunt,asa ca nu are rost sa mai comentam[:))]

Nici nu stiu de ce ma apuc eu sa scriu despre o asemenea ‘insa'[:D] .However..ma gandeam si eu asa…Ce intortocheate’s mintile baietilor..Ca sa vezi….[:)):-j]

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Posted in 'Proza', Personal, Poezie on March 15, 2011 by D

You totally forgot me..

You forgot me into a place

From where it’s pretty hard to get out..Trust me!

I’m trying..I’ve been trying this for years..But it’s just not..working.

I don’t know what you did..cause..I just can’t open the lock.

And I am tired to watch everyday,every second,how you smell my perfume

How you touch my things…It’s annoying..Just,let me out!I’m begging you.

But if you do that..I’m warning you..

:-s

You’ll be in the same situation..Cause I fell for you too!

And I’ll lock you inside for a period..Until we die.

Cause if you die,I die.

And ‘if I die,you die too’-That’s what you say all the time..I can hear that,you know?

And that’s pretty annoying..Cause I want to say that too!

However..If you don’t let me out,I’ll drown with your love,and..I’ll die..So..I told you..!

Let me out or..We’ll die of  l.o.v.e!

 

They know YOU,Muse boy?:O:O:O

Posted in 'Proza', Common Interests, Personal on March 15, 2011 by D

It was so odd.And just because I knew you!I really wish I didn’t..They said they knew you..and they also said.that..you are…God!But that can’t be!Cuz..they don’t know what we have together.And that’s why I said I didn’t know you..That much.What a shame..On me,and on my heart.

I should be ponished for that..Or not!Cause,what you do,it’s just a game.A game whose rules you left aside,and..Jee..Not even you,or your brain,don’t know..Only..your..your..sssss**ul[:d].God,do you even know how weird it was to talk about you like I didn’t even know you?I gotta say..I missed you..And,I was so..I can’t even say that.Cuz..for a second,I remembered those beautiful summer times,when I was sitting there,on the attic,reading from a book the same phrase over and over again,watching that ineffectual gate,waiting for you to come,and see me there,waving…But,in the end,you never came..You never came as I expected you to..

You came and surprised me [like REALLY surprised me!], covering my eyes,and waiting for a ‘Hello’.Then,you kissed me…’Cause you missed me’.

Then,we walked under the moonlight,feeling that powerful lime scent of the summer, and thought…We were all silent,only our steps hearing on the alleys…And that’s how..My tears came now.That’s how,my being cries for you..Cause,you say words,that I know you don’t mean,and..that’s what hurts the most..Remember those beautiful brown eyes you had?And..they were so pure when I met you..And looked at you..Now,I couldn’t even see your eyes..Cause you hid.Is that cause you know they’re not like that anymore?Is that cause you’re afraid of me telling you the truth?

Or..it’s just that..You suffer?And not because of me..And I’m glad.Cause I wouldn’t like to see you suffer because of my acts.You’re afraid of her.And that’s it.

You’re so..so perfect!You’re so alike me.We do the same things,we say the same words…And,we have the same problems.Well,almost.[:d].

But it’s you…It’s you Muse boy!

:)And I’ll keep using you..as long as my heart will.

P.S : Iar m-ai aţâţat.Shame on me!And..on you,especially!

O metamorfoza :D!

Posted in 'Proza', Common Interests, Personal on March 8, 2011 by D
Primavara asta o sa iubesti,o sa dansezi,o s acanti,o sa te opresti pe strada si ai sa iei la dans toti trecatorii,tristi sau nu,o sa cumperi flori,si ai sa bucuri floraresele,ai sa alergi prin parcuri,cu copii de mana,si ai sa tet joci cu ei de-a ‘v-ati ascunselea’,o sa fii admonestata de parinti,si ai sa fugi daruindu-le o floare si un sarut pe obraz!Ai sa te dai cu ruj rosu,o sa iti faci o coafura indrazneata,o sa porti tocurile bunicii,si ai sa iesi pe strada!Ca sa vada toti cat te-ai schimbat.Bineinteles,o sa fii catalogata drept ‘nebuna’,dar,nu conteaza!Pentru ca tu,te-ai schimbat.Ai sa inveti sa fii mai buna,sa dai mai mult,sa asculti mai mult! O sa adori primavara,pentru ca ti-a adus numai cadouri-pentru ca ai sa privesti in retrospectiva,si ai sa iti aduci aminte cu drag si nostalgie de zilele de primavara.Pentru ca asa cum renaste universul in timp de primavara,asa o sa renasti si tu.O sa fie metamorfoza ta,transformarea ta!Pentru ca primavara asta,traieste daca traiesti tu!Tu esti un fluture al primaverii.TU esti cea care dezbraca si gazduieste primavara,in inima,mintea si trupul tau!Pentru ca asa vei fi tu de acum inainte..O PRIMAVARA FERICITA fetelor!!

Cu drag,Dia.*_*

[ La multi ani tuturor!:mom,Ale,Gia,Mar,Ad,colegelor( G&L)Tusy,Vicu:X si restul fetelor dragi mie ]<3<3