Ok, so I have to admit..I skipped a day.. But you know what? I sorta’ changed my mind..Why would I write that much, and get nothing..Na-a-aah. I don’t know..:D. I’ll think about it. Even though, I’mnot gonna give up at all at writing..Writing about what I need to write.

But, meanwhile, I thought about my life. You know..i really want to figure out what I actually want. What I actually want to do with my life, with the ones that will be in my life, cause..I wanna make sure I’m going to have a nice future. I don’t want anyone in my life who doesn’t wanna be there. I don’t want anything that will hurt me or so…And for that, I need you to know, and tell me what you want from your life too..Because, as I don’t believe that your plans are going to happen..Well…I made some points anyway, that I’d like you to tell me, if you’re capato do or not.

I want a guy that plans to marry me and love me till we die. I want a guy that is serious, and who’s going to be a great father for my kids. I want THE guy, who knows how to treat a women, who doesn’t yell, or gets out of his mind just because he’s annoyed that I did something wrong. Like pulling the cable out when he’s watching football. I want a guy that even if I am wrong, to come and tell me that he loves me. I want a guy, that shows me his love every single day, no matter how, like giving me a flower, even when we don’t have money. When we don’t have money, and we see we are out of any solutions, in any circumstance, I want him to hug me and tell me everything’s gonna be ok. I want him to take me out for dinner, at a restaurant , and make the staff do things for me.Like putting a flower or something I like, in the food. WHen we don’t have money, I want him to take me out, in the city, take a flower from nowhere, or from the forbidden places, and then take me to a special unknown area in town. There, show me that there is life without all the fortunes and stuff. I want him to go out for me when it’s 3 o’clock in the morning, and buy me ice cream.

I want him to hold my hand when I feel I’m in danger, and whisper “everything’s gonna be ok”. I want him to protect me.On saturday mornings, I want him to pull the curtains, prepare me breakfast, and then watch me waking up, with a kiss on the forehead. I want the guy who is there for me no matter what. I want the guy who would do anything for me. I want the guy, who runs after me, when he upsets me. Who would be ready to embarass himself, or face anyone for my ass. I want the guy who calls me back after I hang up on him.I want the guy who does the bed for me, when I am in hurry. I want the guy who hugs, and kisses me while a romantic movie, who lets me sleep on his shoulders, and then carry me in his arms to the bedroom, and pull the blanket over me, who stays awake just to watch me sleep.

I want the guy that thinks I’m his princess. I want the guy that contradicts his mother, when she’s talking something bad about me.  want the guy that doesn’t look about other women, and if he does, it would be just to say ” SHe should take more care of her\  SHe’s got nothing on you”.

I want the guy that is not only my boyfriend or husband, but my friend, the buddy I can trust, my brrhter, my father, my lover..my everything.

I want the guy that thinks I’m his world. I want the guy that doesn’t say “I love you” just to say it, I want him to prove it. I want the guy that would do anything for me.

I want the guy twho, when I leave, he calls and say he misses me, then do something to prove it. I want proofs!! I want the guy who shows me how to dance, without laughing at me. I want the guy who holds my hands everytime.

I want that kinda’ guy…I want the guy that, even when love is gone, and time passed, to be there for me, because of the respect, friendship, and appreciation he’s got for me. Because I am a woman, and I took time to do all this, to carry some human beings in my belly, to give birth, to cook, to be a wife.. I want to share responsabilities. I want him to treat our son like a friend of his, do battles, play football, show him how to treat a woman.. And our girl… I want him to treat her like  a princess, and kiss her hands, and so on..Just to show our son how he should treat women.

As the woman has to be housewife in the kitchen, a lady in society, and a slut in bed, so I want HIM to be. We share. I want harmony and respect. I want my best story.

So, do you think you can handle this?? Do you think you cand make me your everything? Cause if you do, I promise I’ll cherish you all the time.

P.S : I WILL love you.:)

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